Dear Gourmet,
My broken heart is mending, yet still I sooooo miss pulling you out of my mailbox every month. I have been filling in the black hole of your absence with cookbook chapters and Iron Chef America re-runs, but I know you know it will never be the same. At times I seriously can't believe they shut you down, it's like a bad dream you think you will awaken from. Even the dog is upset. Thankfully your memory (and recipes) live on in our hearts and on epicurious.com. Love, Taryn

