Hello friends. I haven't been on the blog. I am consumed with being at home in NY and all the stuff that's happening. Not to bum everyone out but no improvements with Grampa and we've been in the hospital very often. The hospital he is in is very crappy and you can't get a straight answer out of anyone. He is still bleeding internally and there is really no way to stop it. We spent Christmas day in there and he got to eat actual food for the first time in one week which he was so happy about and I'm so glad I got to be there for that. But then my cousin Lisa (the one with the video of the baby in the remote control car) had her triplets very early they are only like 2.5 lbs each and one of them has bleeding on his brain so things are not looking good for that one. Everyone is depressed and it's snowing and raining and it's just like bummer city. To top it all off I woke up this morning with an eye infection (it's just my current eye problem exacerbated) and I look like I could be in a horror movie. I dunno, guys, life as a brunette is kinda bringing me down. I'm going to try to make today a good one, so I'm heading into Manhattan to see Mae. If I don't see any of you while I'm here please understand that my life is a complete shit storm at the moment and I love you and it's not personal. K?
